ABOUT
Kalil Haddad is an experimental filmmaker based in Toronto. He has written, directed, and edited more than a dozen short films, including The Taking of Jordan (2022), His Smell (2023), Victim of Circumstance (2024), and My Secret Boyfriend Died in a Mass Shooting (2025).

His films have screened at MoMA, the Institute of Contemporary Arts, Fantasia, Festival du Nouveau Cinéma, Kasseler Dokfest, London Short Film Festival, and Onion City Experimental, where The Taking of Jordan was awarded Best of the Festival. His work has been featured in BOMB Magazine, Reverse Shot, Tone Glow, and Ultra Dogme.

He Never Dies, a touring showcase of collected works, launched in July 2025 at Spectacle Theater and Los Angeles Filmforum. His latest project, You Sorta Know It’s a Gonna End (2025), is a collaborative film mixtape with Ryan Steel.


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FILMS


YOU SORTA KNOW IT’S GONNA END
2025 | 62:00 | Canada | English

VHS mixtape with Ryan Steel
Includes:
  • Muscle Monsters
  • Honeypot
  • The Boys of Summer
  • His Smell
“This mixtape pushes uncomfortably into the corners of queer desire, masculinity in formation and confronts our relationship to self-actualisation, or growing fear of the obsolete.“ (Lucy Peters, ICA)


MY SECRET BOYFRIEND DIED IN A MASS SHOOTING
2025 | 6:32 | Canada | English

He Never Dies IV

A young couple spends the night together.
“In voice over, a narrator recalls inviting a boy over while his parents are out of town, while chopped and screwed R&B music accompanies scenes of hand jobs and kissing. The narration and the sudden sounds of gunshots reiterate the themes of the tragic fates of gay youth that unite Haddad’s works.“ (Sarah Fensom, In Review Online)




VICTIM OF CIRCUMSTANCE
2024 | 20:32 | Canada | English

He Never Dies III

Scott and Brandon meet at an orphanage in the 1980s. When Brandon sets off for California, Scott follows close behind. Their story lives in the margins of an adult magazine.
“The ambitious project sets its sights on the failures of the gay liberation movement to protect its most vulnerable during the sexual revolution that accompanied it, wielding various artifacts of pornography’s so-called Golden Age for maximal distress.“ (Alex Mooney, Reverse Shot)


THE BOY WAS FOUND UNHARMED
2024 | 2:32 | Canada | English

He Never Dies II

Jody remembers being eleven.

“In narration, an adult Jody, his voice slowed and deepened in a manner equally reminiscent of news shows and Vaporwave remixes, reacts to details of his story, while footage of a young karate student besting his adult sensei plays on screen.” (Sarah Fensom, In Review Online)


MUSCLE MONSTERS
2023 | 4:39 | Canada | English

Glue Trilogy I
Advice, man to man.
“Muscle Monsters follows a quieter teen gently radicalized by his loudmouth friend, who preaches a testosterone-soaked gospel of bro-y maxims: no-fap, get swol, and so on.” (Madeline Bogoch, Official Zine)
Featured in You Sorta Know It’s Gonna End


PAUL AND EILEEN HAD FOUR CHILDREN
2023 | 11:51 | Canada | English

A remembrance of things past.
“Kalil Haddad’s hypnotizing documentary chronicles decades of family history without the use of interviews or voiceover. The result is a haunting portrayal of the passage of time as slo-mo horror.” (Insomniac Film Festival)

AWARD WINNER: Best in Show, Ithaca Experimental Film Festival


HIS SMELL
2023 | 13:54 | Canada | English
Starring Sebastian Neme

Sebastian’s roommate is away for the weekend.

“Haddad’s film, though only 14 minutes in length, captures perfectly a life lived in a kind of purgatory. Its looping, almost hallucinatory sampled score, which largely consists of two different looped beats, is largely responsible for the film’s uncomfortable repetition.” (Reece Beckett, Counter Arts)
Featured in You Sorta Know It’s Gonna End


THE TAKING OF JORDAN (ALL AMERICAN BOY)
2022 | 7:39 | Canada | English

He Never Dies I
Jordan, an amateur adult performer, recalls the horror of his many former lives.
“Through its seemingly endless loop of real and symbolic deaths and disappearances, The Taking of Jordan links the ways in which true crime and a certain type of gonzo-style gay pornography both obsess over the fragility of youth and make its destruction the locus of their action.“ (Sarah Fensom, In Review Online)

AWARD WINNER: Jury Prize - Best of the Festival, Onion City Experimental


VAMPIRES DRINK BLOOD... I DRINK SORROW
2021 | 5:43 | Canada | English

Starring Kalil Haddad and Josiah Dyck
A love story at the end of time.
“Haddad shoots his object of desire in sultry, swooning closeups, while his nocturnal wanderer is captured in isolating wides and long-lensed tracks as he broods through dark alleyways.“ (Alex Mooney, Reverse Shot)


THE BOYS OF SUMMER
2021 | 5:22 | Canada | English

Glue Trilogy III
Some fun in the fun.
Featured in You Sorta Know It’s Gonna End


HONEYPOT
2021 | 3:42 | Canada | English

Glue Trilogy II
Boys will be boys.
Featured in You Sorta Know It’s Gonna End


THE BEAUTIFUL ROOM IS EMPTY
2020 | 19:45 | Canada | English

Marie, a retired elementary school principle, must confront spaces both concrete and virtual, as she attempts to navigate the ghosts of her childhood.

“Haddad conducts interviews with his aunt Marie, a retired high school principal. She reflects on her childhood, unravelling the knotted dichotomy between her lesbian identity and the demands of a feminine role in a strict Arab household. “ (Alex Mooney, Reverse Shot)




TIGER EATS A BABY
2020 | 23:01 | Canada | English

Starring Cairns Nolan, Everett Major, and Sophy Romvari

Accompanied by his young cub, an orphaned stray roams industrial landscapes, longing for the return of his one true companion.

Early works include: FARM BOY (2019), AS I SAT IN HIS CAR... (2018), LIAM & KIKI (2017), and LATE NIGHT DELIGHT (2017).
Kalil Haddad, 2026